Too weak, <Summer,open>

[Trevor Gordann]

Trevor had just got into St. Mungo's. He asked for Summer's room and was directed towards it. Nurse Adison had transferred Summer to St. Mungo seeing her condition that day and the fact that she hadn't eaten even after being advised to do so. He quickly found Summer's room and knocked before entering, "Hey Summer..."

[Summer Marshall]

Summer had been staring up at the ceiling, angry that she was stuck in this hospital bed, tubes magically inserted to force nourishment into her body. Now she looked over as Trevor walked in, but quickly looked away, not wanting to see the disappointment that would surely be on his face.

[Trevor Gordann]

He walked in to find an angry Summer staring away up at the ceiling. He walked closer to his bed and sat down kneeling beside it. He smiled despite seeing her like this with tubes inserted in her body to feed her and asked, "Hey how are you feeling?" He leaned forward and kissed her on the cheek.

Her parents had been notified that she had been admitted here and why. He had promised her that he would come to see her everyday when they had moved her here.

[Summer Marshall]

Summer still avoided looking at him. "I'm fine. Can I go home now?" she asked quietly, finally turning her head to look at him.

[Trevor Gordann]

Trevor sighed then answered with a definitive "No". He continued with a bit of frustration in his voice, "They can't just let you leave only so that you can end up in the same kind of state again. Summer this has happened twice now that you had to be admitted in the hospital because you refused to eat. You are thinner than anyone your height should ever be. You cannot possibly be fat even if you gain 30 or more pounds at this point." He paused then continued, "I am beginning to think it was me somehow, the reason this happened. I never saw you in this state before..."

[Summer Marshall]

Summer didn't even have the energy to cry, but she could argue. "It wasn't you. Never you. You are perfect." she said.

[Trevor Gordann]

"Then you do not believe believe when I say that you are not fat. You still don't eat. Tell me what I can do Summer. Please?", he asked. A nurse came in at that point and started checking on the drips. Trevor got up from Summer's side and waited as she checked on Summer.

[Summer Marshall]

Summer was silent while the nurse was in the room, but as soon as she left, Summer said, "Don't force me." Tears started to slide down her face. "Take me home. I'll try, I promise. Take me home."

[Trevor Gordann]

Trevor sat next to Summer as the nurse left. He wiped her tears, and shook her head in reply, "I won't do that again Summer. I told Nurse Adison at Hogwarts I would take care of you and look what happened. I can't risk your life like that again. I was... hoping you would listen to me that time, but..." He paused as he looked away for a few seconds, "Besides, thats not my decision." He turned around to look at her again and stroked her hair with a faint smile.

[Summer Marshall]

Summer looked away from Trevor. He didn't understand. None of this was ever his fault, she'd been this way before he'd taken any interest in her. But he wouldn't see that. He, for some sick twisted reason, had to make this his fault. And she didn't know how to make him see the truth. She did this to herself, because she hated herself. She was never good enough for him, never good enough for anyone. She was trying to make herself perfect.

[Trevor Gordann]

His smile faded as she looked away. He spoke after a sigh, "Summer, I am sorry if I seem insensitive but I cannot understand why you do this to yourself? What should I do? Tell me please. I don't want you to stay here either."

[Summer Marshall]

"I've already told you what you can do." Summer said quietly. "Don't push me, and take me home." She closed her eyes, knowing that neither of her requests would ever happen.

[Trevor Gordann]

Trevor shook his head at the request and replied, "You are here because I didn't push you hard enough the last time. If you were to be released from here it would only be if I can learn a technique on how to feed you... even if you don't want to eat. Its either that or an imperius curse..."

[Summer Marshall]

Summer rolled onto her side, facing Trevor. "What would be so wrong with me dying Trevor?" she asked quietly. She knew that was horrible to ask, but she wanted to know his answer. It wasn't that she wanted to die, she just wanted to know what there was to live for. She loved him, she wanted to know if he loved her back.

[Trevor Gordann]

Trevor was more than a bit shocked at the question. "What? How can you even say that Summer. Despite what you think of yourself, I know you are the most beautiful and charming girl I have ever met. I...", he paused a bit surprised at what he was going to say. But then he had felt that over the all the days he had spent with Summer. "... I love you Summer. You have to live... for me." He took hold of her hand and squeezed it.