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A Little Bit Of Soul Searching., Sera's sins.
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All he knows If he can't relieve it it grows And so it goes
   
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Sera was walking alone, it was a nice night, the stars where glirtting, the moon was a nice cresent form, yet sera in her blue fur, seem to blend almost prefectly in to the grass. she was searching for cover for a new den, finally she came across an old tree, close by to a water way..
Is it any wonder why I'm scared, If I was a little younger would I care, feeling like the walls are growing stronger, i don't know if this cage can hold me any longer
She stared up, "are these the reasons?" "why you won't let me sleep!" she yelled at the sky, "are you making me pay for all my sins?!" she yelled louder, "WHY!?" she yelled, standing on a large rock, "WHY MUST YOU HAUNT ME SO!?" she called.
you never dreamed you'd have to love your life so guarded, cause they'll find a way to make you feel discarded
She sighed looking at her paws, "...Sera what are you afriad of..?" shequestioned walking on, towards the water way, she looked deep in to the water, "I'm afraid...Of myself." she said lowering her lips to lick up the cold liquid.
i'm not afraid of tomorrow, i'm only scared of myself, feels like my insides are on fire, and i'm looking through the eyes of someone else
She stopped to think, the memoris still freash in her mind, "...why god..why do you haunt me so? is this your way of paying me back? for all my deadly and horrbile sins?" she said looking down, and taking a breath, she then looked back up "God. if you won't forgive me...who will?" she asked yawning, showing her massive fang like teeth.
I never thought they'd want me to go even faster, never thought i took my foot off the gas, everybody loves to be in on the pressure, but i know they're all waiting for the crash
She stared in to the water, staring back was her other half.. she growled, and slashed the form away with her claws, "why must you be apart of me?!" she said, panting, gently, before walking around the waters egde, it was deserted, she walked up a legde rock, a full body of her form, she sighed, blue eyes doing some soul searching in to the angry red.
you never dreamed you'd have to live your life so guarded, cause they'll find a way to make you feel discarded, things have changed you've become a complication, can make it through another days humiliation
She was about to put her paw, down when she lost balance, "AHIE!" she said falling in to the water, she surfaced gasping for air, she puffed out her air, blowing her flated mane in, it stod up right it actually looked quite funny, for the annoyed vampire.
i'm not afraid of tomorrow, i only scared of myself, feels like my insides are on fire and i'm looking through the eyes of someone else
someone else...
She sighed and shook her head, and her body, great now she was soaking wet, her entire body, she must look so riducoulas! but she couldn't help but have a goofy smile across her face.
is it any wonder why the answer keeps me petrified , is it any wonder why , i'm scared.....
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All he knows If he can't relieve it it grows And so it goes
   
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she went wideed eyed, and spur around blindly, considering her hair wouldn't stay out of her eyes, a big goofy grin came "colton!" she said happily, "I would love the company!" she said cheerfully, she shook her head, sparying water everywhere, she had a cheeky grin, she wasn't very good at the hole swimming thing, so she found hersef, morely bodding along in the water, until she reached his side, she ploped herself over his back grinning, "yep i'll just use you as a floay thingy!" she said happily.
She wondered if colton had been alright, she kinda missed the big bulky male, her fur was sticking out everywhere, he looked like a gight ball of wet fluff, but she would look even funnier, later on when her fur was all dry, she be a big ball of fuzz. "it has been a while! I wondere where you and everyone else went!" she said gently, with a sad/curious face, "but its okay now! because your here!" she said grinning, before splashing around him in a cirle.
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All he knows If he can't relieve it it grows And so it goes
   
Group: Senior Members
Posts: 1,557
Member No.: 52
Joined: 9-August 06

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Sera gave a bright grin, she was quite happily going in circles, it was slow doggy paddle, she blinked and screamed in shock as he gave her a hug! a big soggy one! "Aieee!!" she said laughting loudly, almost unstoppable, she certainly was expecting that! she gave him a cheerful grin, before pulling out the hug, and splashing him, playfully, soaking him to the bone, like herself, she floated along the water, on her stomach, her fur was messy, and wet, but she wasn't annoyed anymore, maybe because she was with Colton, and he always seem to put a smile on her face.
She grinned, and paddled towards the side, putting both her paws on the side, she pulled herself out, soaked, but happily, she started giggling unstoppable, it was colton he looked so funny wet, but hell she must look funny to.
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All he knows If he can't relieve it it grows And so it goes
   
Group: Senior Members
Posts: 1,557
Member No.: 52
Joined: 9-August 06

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Sera smiled and gave a warmful smile, "Colton thanks for being there for me..." she said quitely, staring at the ground, "if I told you my darkest sin...would you still be my friend?" she asked softly, "I like you and I...want us to be more...but I don't want my sin to push you away.." she said quitely, she was being to open up to him, the sky was dark and it was being to rain and thunder.
standing up she, walked forward looking up, "If I told you I killed my parents...would you ever love a monster?" she asked looking at him from under her fringe, as she stared out in to the everlasting darkness, "I want to be loved...but I carry my sin...." she said softly, "I love you..." she said quietly.
"Are you going to love me back?" she questioned softly, looking doubtful, "I wouldn't blame you... if you didn't...no one can love a monster.." she said gently, "I've been keeping this so long...in my heart...that they said it would kill me...maybe it did..." she said softly tears rolling down her face, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry that you are friends with a lioness like me...a murder..." she sod softly, collapsing on the spot, in the rain.
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All he knows If he can't relieve it it grows And so it goes
   
Group: Senior Members
Posts: 1,557
Member No.: 52
Joined: 9-August 06

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She stared up at him, with tears dripping from her face, just to hear those words....it made her heart swell, at least someone would accect her, "Colton your my bestfriend!" she said rudding her head into his chest, she could never be happier, the rain was being to clear.
she pounced on colton, happily, no more tears, she wasn't going to cry anymore, she had someone who would accect her now, and she was over the moon, now.
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